So I fell in love with P. P’s a really amazing guy. Older, has all my turn ons (beard, tattoos, piercings.) Except for the fact he still has feelings for his ex. Friends with benefits was probably how things should have been kept between P and me. Dating doesn’t seem like his thing, even though he was the one who took initiative and did not have pressure from me. I’d do anything for P.

But, I’ve been talking to T. T’s a sweet guy (that I know of, we haven’t met yet.) We plan to meet soon… he seems to like most of the things I do… T’s cute, older, and charismatic. I just feel so dirty trying to be with someone else besides P… 

so life just got way more complicated with my own feelings.

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